Yeah @nglfriend, MD is extremely difficult to live with, perhaps even more difficult for family, especially in those vertigo years! Any forward planning, was usually shot down in flames… Holidays, where always a hit or miss, and invariably, I would get cluster attacks, right on the holiday week, I recall one holiday, that was downright disastrous, my wife & 4 kids, in a caravan, it rained constantly for the whole week, and I couldn’t stand up with vertigo attacks, stress levels where through the roof, my wife always refers to that week as, “The holiday from hell”… I always felt so guilty, for spoiling everyones fun! I am glad you are past the vertigo stage, it was at times (for me) a living nightmare, but you survived, and lived to tell the tale…But you appear to have a good sense of humour, and that will see you through the later stages of MD… Its probably, near 20 years since my last vertigo attack, I remember praying really hard, praying the vertigo would just go away, and I would except the profound & total deafness as my penance, such was my despair! In the end, I was left with some residual hearing, not a lot, but enough to get bye… Take Care, cheers Kev 