I completely understand this comment, and without marginalizing your feelings, want to add that I’m in the same boat in a way, but just rationalizing it differently. I lost hearing suddenly after having the flu and covid back to back, and then was diagnosed with Meniere’s, having lost low tones; I’m also losing the last two high tones on the hearing test, but that’s neither hear nor there. I got hearing aids for both ears and initially everything was too loud, but now my brain has settled in and everything is well and good. When I remove them, everything sounds completely flat, dull, and lifeless. I have difficulty hearing water from the faucet, I don’t hear leaves rustling, nor birds, and I struggle with soft spoken students at work, never mind hearing students in noise. Before I got the aids, I would leave work exhausted from trying to listen, and the fact that I don’t get that anymore tells me that the aids help. I’ve only just turned fifty and want to stay sharp cognitively, and do notice a difference in alacrity of finding synonyms for words, or even words in general. I don’t think hearing aids are making my hearing worse, I think they’re helping and showing me just how bad things were prior to getting them. I hope you get tested by an audiologist, and consult on the aids you’re using, just to make sure they’re not amplifying things that don’t need to be, so that you’re not damaging what you have…best of luck to you!