Thank you for your post @danka
To be truthful, I had no idea whatsoever what was happening to me, I was bewildered, by not knowing what anxiety was, until after my first bout of Sepsis, and from what I have gleaned from various Doctors since, my brain randomly releases various hormones/chemicals into my bloodstream, telling my body I am in fight/flight mode, so my heart starts racing, palpitations, agitation, chest pains, almost like a simulated heart attack with all the symptoms, but no actual heart attack/cardiac arrest, at its hight this was happening 3 to 4 times every day, and I wasn’t anxious or worried about anything…( Initially At this point, I should mention, no amount of self persuasion can convince you it’s not a heart attack!!!) I take medication now to slow down my heart rate (A Beta-blocker) Sepsis was known in the past as (Blood Poisoning) billions of bacteria released into the bloodstream, they attack all the vital organs including the brain, I assume it did some damage to my brain, or created some imbalance, hence the anxiety… Sepsis is on the increase, due to antibiotic resistance perhaps, statistically if you get Sepsis, it has a high mortality rate, the odds are not favourable, for every 3 folks who get Sepsis, 1 will probably die, of the 2 who survive, 1 will usually develop “Post Sepsis Syndrome” especially if they have been in the High Dependency or ICU, Google it… Nowadays, I am for the most part absolutely fine, most of the time… As a double Sepsis survivor, my odds aren’t great if there is a 3rd bout though… So understandably, I try to avoid any other forms stress or anxiety, I live with anxiety every day, anxiety for no actual apparent reason, it has just been there, Post Sepsis… Any range anxiety to rechargeable aids is strictly avoided, I only use disposable
