It’s a scary time that something may be failing and the thought of being different is hard. Hearing aids aren’t cool and the stigma associated is worrying. I get that.
The simple reality is tho that as we age we tend to disability. This doesn’t have to be the end of our lives or awful tho.
Life with hearing aids is pretty amazing. I am deaf entirely without them. With them you wouldn’t really be able to tell unless I told you, I mean, I don’t look deaf do I?
I am not going to say don’t worry as you have got to process that but what I will say is life is precious and anything you can get to help you with it is always worth it.
Good luck and please do still keep checking in. I was depressed for a few years at first. That’s normal.